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maybe I'll tell you sometime. how you make me feel. who I wanted. what you needed.

the highest highs and the lowest lows

you want things to be less complicated. you need life to pass by smoothly, without doubt or questions. laughter is easy, breathing is automatized, life is just there. relationships and friendships can be uncomplicated. they can be the root of the root and the bud of the bud of all the meaning you need in life. nonetheless they're not always easy, they're not always simple. allow your relationships, your love and laughter to teach you. let them all bring those perspectives and lessons we seek so desperately. why does everything have to be smooth. who claims simplicities and necessities are good.

you can learn if you allow people, lessons, songs, films, books, creatures, flowers and trees in. our obstacles may be nothing but root systems we trip on while reaching higher. but never lose perspective, never lose faith. never lose your way, never forget where your going. for as you go along; pick up all those amazing little and big trials, the obstacles that get in your path, grab them and hold on to them. use them for all they're worth. they'll make you, shape you, break you and slowly build you back up again.

behind my moon

do you think of me across your universe. do you see me above the stars.
are two roads this far apart, even if we try.

at the end of a world you'll hear my eyes. I've forgotten how you cried,
still see the words you choked.

I'll be the one you remember,
you're the one I can't forget.

An evening with Frost

think of all the beautiful belongings no-one else have looked quite far enough to find. remember every experience and try cramming each one into language. believe you found what no-one will ever reach. imagine the two roads diverging as one. look to the one you took, the one you stumbled upon, the one that made all the difference and tell me you regret it.

That wasn't so difficult, was it?

walking on bricks on a sunny day alongside my new friends, the missionaries. seeing it all from a different perspective is something I can highly recommend and I feel you can really learn from taking a step back and just be the observer. of course it'll take a while to digest and think twice about what I'm experiencing, but here I've come to know a pair of young, passionate, open and patient men who has found their way in life. I guess in a sense what they have found at such a young age is what we all seek in different forms. as human beings we pursue happiness and meaning, and once we've found it (or think we have) we wish for nothing but to share it with others.

to observe how people react and interact with these two is entertaining, enlightening, awkward and pleasurable. but to hear their own thoughts on what they experience is nothing but admirable. they are too aware of the fact that people are generally skeptical and doubtful and know all they can do is keep on walking on bricks on a sunny day alongside their new found friend, the observer.