the idealist

they say time never waits for no-one. they say idealism precedes experience and experience is followed only by cynicism.

I say I'm glad I'm still at stage one. I never wait for time and I'm young enough to still act and think like the idealist. I don't need the attention and certainly not the attraction. what matters is being able to make others prosperous and feel good about trying to beat time and cynicism.

time is the cynic no-one will ever beat or escape. time is what holds you down when you're on your way to greatness.

so I say: once you reach stage two, the one of experience - run and just maybe time won't catch up.

on handing out the proper papers and giving the right information

when you've done something you don't regret, but didn't explain all the things you wanted and should have said. when things get messy and all you want is to try and make it alright. when the chain of events comes right back to slap you in the famous face and life isn't all fun and games. you just didn't know.

news

light balancing the art of shadow on it's way back from darkness or on it's way to brightness. perhaps.




letting go and allowing in just a hint of illumination from somewhere you've never dreamed of reaching. who would've guessed, I guess.

remembering not to look back, but never to give what's ahead the opportunity to blind you. getting ahead and keeping your light in front of you. in a sense.

thinking and churplin' around. Camilla