constructing the balanced strong

the vein of gold I haven't discovered yet is approaching. I can feel it pressing against my skin from the inside dying to, trying to, push through and make me soar. I have no idea what it wants or how it wants me to do it. But I do know it's a gold vein, because if it was a silver one the grass alongside the road would be bent to each sides and the path clear to follow. It's not cleared at all and that makes it all the more exciting. And as the vein moves closer to the surface, life moves closer to its beginning and the gold can be subtracted and make me shine. In it's own time. It's not all about love this time either, it's about finding peace in and with what drives you, what motivates you and what makes you happy. I'm finding it, I'm creating it and finally I have the courage to flaunt it.

when the sky freezes over

pretty pretty pretty things. I used to say fall was grey, fall was water. This fall is flowery, pink and marshmallows are all around. or maybe it's all in my head. nonetheless it makes me happy, so I'll pretend it's real.

who did you think I was?

I'm a strong person. I am. I can take a lot and I can talk even more about taking that lot. I can tell you that I don't get hurt if you talk to someone you used to love. I can tell you I want you to have her in your life. It's healthy. I can be easy going and open minded. He told me I'm the most open minded person he knows. I can take a lot. I'm a strong person.
But when strong people feel, I fall. I'm watching me being crazy about you and I can't take not being her. 'cause what I'm definitely not is somebody you used to love.

Copying - stealing - taking things

Ricky Gervais Show - Karl's Diary

Yup.

Mi mancano i colori e le risate e l'odore. (L'odore!) Io sto perdendo. And all that jazz.

One more for March.

Ok, let's do this again. I have an idea or something. Or rather Coleridge had an idea and I'm adopting it and keeping it warm for a while. From now on I'm filling my life with more incredible events and random challenges. I'm embracing the fact that life is not here to please us or make us happy, it's here for us to fill with awesomeness in every sense of the word. So instead of being sad, we can be How I met your mother-awesome instead. In true medieval manner, I hereby challenge the people who read this (probs not many, but you are at least the/my chosen few. Yup, you should feel special) to do something awesome every day. Listen, I don't mean that you should cure cancer or take a ride on a dragon's back every SINGLE day or anything. You can do that every other Friday. But I'm thinking in terms of challenging yourself and dreaming and filling your life with what you really feel like doing. The difficult part is maybe to inspire yourself or know where to find that inspiration. I guess it can be anywhere or in anyone. And hey, who am I fooling, it is me we're talking about here: I say you find it in and fill life with inspiring people, a couple of glasses of wine and reading something or doing something that makes your eyes sparkle and your ears flap. I'm trying. And for God's sake, I'll try and smile while doing it too. In? - Cheerio.