attacking life?

let's do this my way or the high way. 'cause even though you think I'm doing things wrong or seizing opportunities in an odd way, it doesn't mean I should change. right now my thoughts are: I'm only twenty (and I'm gonna act twenty), I'm weirder than the average bear (and I'm gonna be me), you're my friend and I respect your words and input. but still I'm not you. in fact we're probably the two people no-one would ever have expected to become friends. I'm happy we are though, 'cause you're important and annoying.

I'm attacking life, I guess. I'm letting go for once and that's why and when my fall will be higher and harder than ever. maybe that's why you're questioning the whole thing. but I'm alone now, and I've never really been alone. at least not completely. so now my learning-curve is probably gonna go through the roof and my feelings and emotions are basically riding some damned roller-coaster. I need you to come along for the ride and I'm gonna grow more than you've ever seen anyone grow in a year. this is the way to blue, life is the way to living.