the essence of distance

and here's an idea outside of a telephone booth. keep me.

I find it difficult to stay at a distance today. I'm inside now. and it's imperative that once you're inside you can't be outside looking in. so perhaps the question is how to get back outside to live up to the title of a life.


I think this is where you need to be. give me faith. give me devotion. bring him God.

then again one can ask if a great observation or idea truly weighs up for hours of loneliness and ages of negativity. in fact I'd say no in a heart beat. still, I like to think. it's interesting as diving. I'll never understand and I like that. but once you reach a certain stage of positivity and pure joy of life, maybe it's not even possible to be in tune with such deep emotions and mind games as when you're sad.


I think this is where you need to be. give me a stage. give me life. give the man a microphone.

I don't know, it's just a thought. and I think my muse is gonna come back, 'cause peace and serenity may give completely different and perhaps even better (quote-on-quote) feelings, thoughts and reflections. at least that's my hope, anyways.

- Camilla