Awkward and quiet.

No matter what happens I need to believe that I'm always where I need to be and that the universe will fix it all (eventually) so that we'll all end up where we should. If I don't have faith in this I'll lose my grip before you can say Kanchanaburi. I'm still here, I'm still his friend, but it hasn't been easy and I'm not counting on it to ever be - really. I'm sure the reasons for this situation are good, but one day I want to show you how it's supposed to be when it's good and when it's real. 'Cause after all cuteness always trumps girlfriends. Yeah.