The one in between

Torn. not into pieces, but left on hold 'till she gets back. wondering what it'll be like when time comes. I never thought I could be in this deep in such a short time, but now she's there, I'm here and it doesn't feel right. I feel bad, I feel good, I feel weird. I wanna tell him it's gonna be alright, and I will. still I know he's not easily consoled. I wanna help her be happy, but she's too far away and not the easiest to lend a hand.
I miss when things where simple. when the band was the band. when I knew what was happening, but never knew what would happen next.